I looked up today only to notice my own eyebrows.

Today is officially one month since; I think my recovery is going well. I’m sure that around November I will relapse.

In the time since anything of substance has been posted much has changed and yet much remains the same. I am at the moment listening to the remnants of my music collection—shuffle is an interesting option on any music type player thing: NIN, Brahms, and Beth Orton— who knows what will be next.

I took the NYS bar exam, I have a house guest, I have traversed the country only to come back and in my constant state of repose I ponder the next move. Presently I know that first I must secure gainful employment, secondly I must get on getting on, and from there it is anybody’s guess.

In the vein of securing gainful employment I was surprised to be rejected based on my resume/curriculum vitae alone the other day, apparently I am now overqualified or overeducated for some positions now. One day this mountain of debt will surely all be worth it.

If you’re still reading, let me know, as everything is currently in the process of being reevaluated.

Best.